Lee, I met you once:
I met a man strong
with legs that loved
volleyball and a smile
that welcomed all and
now none of it remains –
except perhaps this.
[RIP Lee]
Lee, I met you once:
I met a man strong
with legs that loved
volleyball and a smile
that welcomed all and
now none of it remains –
except perhaps this.
[RIP Lee]
outside tonight
is the heat; it
wraps my shoulders
like a shawl knit
by white-haired women
who in their circle
hum with soft
gossiping
and the air conditioners
chirp in with a
whirr of understanding.
end it
tomorrow control it
fight scratch claw fight
kill it
that deep down
twisted knife
step off the ledge
jump the height
end it
tomorrow control it
fight scratch claw fight
kill it
i am it and it is me
i am it and it is me
no end
no end no end no-
end it
tomorrow control it …
all it takes:
one soft ocean wave
one swift approaching storm
one sandy toe
one face leaned back
it’s enough,
those dark brown eyes
one quick glance
one wrong word
one minute alone
one single
flutter of the belly
is enough to…
It is in every
Single
Twitch, lie, conviction,
Breath.
You feel it deep in your throat.
It pulls at your tongue
And lingers down your esophagus,
Not easily displaced.
You can’t help but
Sip it slowly, roll it ’round your mouth
Till your
Taste buds go numb.
Then,
(and you won’t notice)
you’ll be
slick with drool.
my father
has disappeared to wash
our cars that haven’t been
scrubbed since the
last visit.
my mother in the kitchen
is looking for the
big fat cat
who is no longer around.
(i’m wishing i was still
small enough to fit in
the swings)
will “they” say
the calm is what
killed her?
was the quiet lack
what turned the
blood to sludge
the brain to mush…
what turned
the girl to dust?
only I
notice wind along the pink
sunset lining the clouds
only I
am audience to silver fish
dancing to the feel of dusk
only I
watch people’s legs walking
talking, so full of plans
only I
realize that silence is
beautiful in its impossiblity.
Only I.